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[ 10/16/06 on Mon @ 01:20 A]
Yeahhh boyyyyyyyyy.


Alexis is happy once again.

This time it will fuckin stay <333
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[ 09/24/06 on Sun @ 09:58 A]

So I haven't updated this in an extremely long time. Its a good ventor. So. Life. What to say about it. Its been extremely hectic lately. School is a fuckload harder than I thought it would be, and I hate it. I feel all my quizzes and tests are taking over my life. Fuck. And basketball, even though I haven't been in about a week, when I do go is so much! Its fuckin off season and we have practice four days a week and a game every sunday. I am not even going to talk about boys because there are none, end of story. 

I need some excitement in my life.

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[ 07/28/06 on Fri @ 11:53 P]
[ mood | annoyed ]

"Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around

Is this the way you want it?
Is this the way it has to be?
Sitting here beside you
But my heart's lost in New Orleans
Dreams come clever
Hearts now severed
Difference of forever
And I am lost there

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud

Come and go now as you please
Your actions write the melodies
To those songs that we sing
And you just sing

And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that life goes on without you
And my world still turns when you're not around
And I finally found that all

Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
Your actions write the melodies
To the songs that we sing
And you just sing along out loud"

I CANT DEAL WITH IT.
Friend: and from the way we ALL basically see it, is that you get sorta attached to a guy and a relationship fast, your a lover
Friend: thats what you are
Friend: you love to love people
Friend: and thats not a bad thing
Friend: but its bad when you fall for jerks

WHY ME WHY ME WHY ME WHY ME WHY MEEEEE
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[ 07/23/06 on Sun @ 09:20 A]
[ mood | okay ]

Just a few more. I can do it. It's gone by slow. It's been hard. I think I've been good for the most part. I have about ten million questions running through my mind.











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[ 07/16/06 on Sun @ 10:08 P]
[ mood | drained ]

I MISS.
BAD.

How many days?
How much more?
I don't like it.
I need him now.

So many things running through my mind.
Am I on his?
Is he the right one?
What if not?
What if?

HELP.
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[ 07/05/06 on Wed @ 11:23 P]
Even if it is slow.
I LOVE it.
Suspence, Emotion.

I can wait, and I know its worth it.
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[ 06/24/06 on Sat @ 07:32 A]
I don't think i've ever truely had an amazing summer, but from the looks of this one, it's going to be. Having carefree days with my favorite girls, getting that amazing butterfly feeling everytime I'm with him, and staying in shape from basketball. I love being able to let loose and be who I am, who I want to be.
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[ 06/04/06 on Sun @ 08:21 A]
[ mood | dirty ]

Its happening again. But I won't let it. I want this one to be special. And I know it't worth the wait.

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[ 03/01/06 on Wed @ 09:33 P]
[ mood | crushed ]

Damn. Some girl asked him to go to vice with him. I mean I was highly considering asking him to go to Monte Carlo with me, but now that he can't even go anywhere I don't know. Apperantly his dad is leaving for a month so he is going to spend the whole weekend with him. Which means I might not be able to see him on friday. I really am in a bad position because I want to see him to get to know him so much better, and I want him to get to know me better too, but I am so afraid that the time distance between visits would change his mind. And if that was the case I would be more than devistated. But then again I am not going to be the one to take him away from spending time with his dad. I don't have the heart to say anything, and in the past that had hurt me way bad. I don't know how to feel right now. I don't want to push anything, but its hard to get a guy to like you online..

What do I do? Someone help.

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[ 02/28/06 on Tue @ 04:14 P]
I'm going to try to use this as much as I can.

Life is so stressful. I know its dumb cause I'm 14, but in past years it has been so much easier to pass off the "a." Now I need new study skills to get it, and I am willing to do it. I also need to loose the weight to look good for monte carlo. Goal= -5 lbs by March 11. I know I can do it. :)
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Photo Time [ 01/03/06 on Tue @ 09:18 A]
[ mood | tired ]

Winter Break has been fun so far...


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[ 11/24/05 on Thu @ 06:06 P]
[ mood | full ]

I am thankful for...

-My Life
-My Family
-My Amazing Friends
-My Amazing Boyfriend Daniel
-My House
-Having food on the table
-My Weiner Dogs
-Being Alive

<333

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[ 11/13/05 on Sun @ 04:37 P]
Taken.

And Damn Happy.


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[ 11/12/05 on Sat @ 08:02 A]
DUDE.

i feel like shit. :(
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[ 11/06/05 on Sun @ 06:10 P]
Ok so all is well...i guess. I had such an amazing time at homecomming last night. I went with Daniel and all of my friends. And then today. I just dunno. I went to the movies with Trisha, Daniel, Blakely, and Anthony. We saw Saw II. It was fucking creepy man. I mean I held Daniels hand cause I was fucking scared. But I just felt like from like 11:45 last night to 2:15 today Daniel like totally lost a lot of feeling in me. And that just hurts. I mean I could be sounding really stupid, it was just from my point of view. Ooh well. Stupid for me to complain. I just have this amazingly empty feeling inside. And I want to cry.


HomecommingCollapse )
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[ 11/03/05 on Thu @ 07:05 A]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Wow. I feel good. Daniel is the sweetest boy I could ever have asked for. I'm finding really tight friendships with really good people. I get to take Daniel to homecomming on saturday. After today my stress-filled days will be over and I can partay.

Life right now. Is Good.

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[ 10/23/05 on Sun @ 09:48 A]
I like him, he likes me. Dating? No. Do I want to? FUCK YES.

I just have to wait. :-(
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Warning - Long Entry [ 10/15/05 on Sat @ 09:01 P]
[ mood | relieved ]

Dude, I want to reflect on these past weeks and highschool and everything, so here it goes:

I was just going through a phase and it was kind of an awkward one. I felt that I had no one in the word. No one had cared for me and ever really appreciated who I was and what I had to offer as a person. I realised I was attempting to be friends with people that didn't want to be friends with me, or at least that great of friends that I wanted. This made me take a huge overlook on life one night, and I decided to forgive the people I had big and small grudges for and just try to start a fresh sheet. I am still friends with these people, but I can wait for them. When they want to be good friends like we used to, then I will be here, but I just feel stupid attempting to do something that isnt there. And my boy situation. I used to be exteremely confident in my "boy skills" and when I started to get cocky that all started to deteriate. I tryed to lay back on my flirtation methods and it actually worked really well. I deleted my myspace and just added back the people who I truelly loved and cared for. After this, I just kind of kept my head held high and waited for the guys to approach me, which some did, and I liked it. Hey, I am single and totallllly ready to mingle. Highschool has been a very new experience. In middle school there was major ass drama over the tiniest shit, and it all got very annoying, and when one thing happened, it was all over. In highschool it is different. And I love it. The classes are getting fairly harder, but that is just preparing me for what is to come. Its better to see it now, then to have a huge kick in the ass later on in highschool. My parents are having a party, actually as I am writing this, and I keep getting the question, "What do you want to do when you get older?" This totally got me thinking. What the fuck do I want to do? I went from a doctor, to lawyer, but then I said to myself, I don't want to be one. I dont want to do what everyone else does. I am so different than that and Its just not something I can see myself doing in 20-30 years. I got the idea opf film school, but my mom totally flipped. Ooh well, my life not hers. But it is way early to be thinking about this. It feels really good to get this all off. I should do this more often.

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[ 10/11/05 on Tue @ 03:38 P]
New Hair &hearts;


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[ 10/05/05 on Wed @ 08:47 P]

my pet!



He's so cute!
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